Let me preface this by saying that this is in effect a repentance on my part. That I have been dragged away by issues, concerns and worries from the things I have been called to do by God and I am coming back to the heart of service and worship, by admitting my failing in this forum.
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Thorns and weeds, they can grow in any one’s garden, and the minute we think it can’t happen to us, and we take our eyes off them…..they pop up in our lives. And I am here to confess they happened in mine.
They are insidious little plants. they sneak up on you. And if your not careful, they soon can be the main thriving point in your garden while the plants that produce as gasping for survival. What does this have to to with Christianity? Weeds are a representation Jesus used to explain the effect of the cares of the world on our faith.
Since this marks a returning point for me, lets return to what I consider to be the cornerstone of my faith….it is the first scripture that the Holy Spirit opened my eyes too. The parable of the sower and the seed in Mark 4
Mark 4: 3 “Listen! Behold, a sower went out to sow. 4 And it happened, as he sowed, that some seed fell by the wayside; and the birds of the air came and devoured it. 5 Some fell on stony ground, where it did not have much earth; and immediately it sprang up because it had no depth of earth. 6 But when the sun was up it was scorched, and because it had no root it withered away. 7 And some seed fell among thorns; and the thorns grew up and choked it, and it yielded no crop. 8 But other seedfell on good ground and yielded a crop that sprang up, increased and produced: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred.”
9 And He said to them, “He who has ears to hear, let him hear!”
Well the disciples with Jesus didn’t understand the meaning, so He explained it.
14 The sower sows the word. 15 And these are the ones by the wayside where the word is sown. When they hear, Satan comes immediately and takes away the word that was sown in their hearts. 16 These likewise are the ones sown on stony ground who, when they hear the word, immediately receive it with gladness; 17 and they have no root in themselves, and so endure only for a time. Afterward, when tribulation or persecution arises for the word’s sake, immediately they stumble. 18 Now these are the ones sown among thorns; they are the ones who hear the word, 19 and the cares of this world, the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires for other things entering in choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful. 20 But these are the ones sown on good ground, those who hear the word, accept it,and bear fruit: some thirtyfold, some sixty, and some a hundred.”
Now I don’t know about you, but i have been a Christian for twenty-seven years and nothing like :
18 Now these are the ones sown among thorns; they are the ones who hear the word, 19 and the cares of this world, the deceitfulness of riches, and the desires for other things entering in choke the word, and it becomes unfruitful.
Could ever happen to me! Oh no? When I came back to this page I saw that my last entry was 9 months ago, and in that 9 month period I have given birth to a child of apathy.
Now I have an impressive list of excuses, reasons and why I came to this state, but in the end they all add up to a hill of beans, I failed. I let the concerns, cares, worries, and distractions of life turn me aside from doing what I set forth to do, what God has called me to do.
Why do I bring all this up? Well firstly…confession is good for the soul, and I am confessing my weaknesses, for when I am weak…He makes me strong. Secondly its a common failing for all Christians to get caught up in the vagaries of this life and soon they find themselves, distant or apart from what they had originally intended. These thorn and weeds are insidious little creatures and they sneak and crawl their ways into our life without us hardly knowing it. It starts out as a little concern , which turns into a little excuse for not doing this and that and ends up with us stranded out in the the dry places wondering “what happened”
Also if we are not careful to root these thorns and weeds out completely they have a tendency to grow back, stronger than before because their roots are buried deep in the soul of our heart. And we find ourselves, as I have found myself, constantly vascilating between what I should be doing and what I end up doing….. which is not much of anything.
So what brought me to the point where I am airing my dirty laundry for all to see….and why am I sharing this with you? Well we are in troublesome times my brothers and sisters, and it seems the troubles are going to get worse before they get better and soon will come a time when we will need our faith to fall back on, as the refuge of besieged. And if that time comes and we find our refuge covered with weeds and thorns it will be too late to tend to the gardening.
No matter what happens. No matter what the future holds, God will hold us in His hands, but it is by faith that we hold onto God. And it is by faith that we weather the storms in peace and surety, instead of fear and doubting. So I am using this opportunity to encourage myself, and anyone else who might read this, that time is growing short, and we must tend our gardens. So that it will remain alive and producing, 30 60 and 100 fold, even through the storm.
God Bless